haha. fine. another post. gosh.
work..is..lame. my project is boring T_T it's tedious. but at least it's not hard i guess.
i really dont want to think about the time when i will really have to enter the work force, and do this routine everyday for the rest of my life o_O. that sounds kind of unexciting. i like the student life much better.
not that actuarial work is boring. i like it. but just the thought of WORK: seeing the same few coworkers day in &day out. working 8 hours + 1 hour lunch. getting home &being too tired to do much other than lounge around. possibly having to cook for a family in the future AFTER i get home from work. etc etc. it's just not as fun being a student. SIIGh. i do not want to grow up :(
Listening to my coworkers talk about God is interesting. God, for them, seems to be this non-personal God who requires a 'hello' or some meditation once in awhile. seems to be this God who just needs some acknowledgment from time to time. &even though they believe in a God, they live as if they do not. God plays no role, or, at best, a minor role, in their lives.
here is a story that i emailed to anthony:
the other day my coworker was telling my other coworkers about how scared she was of being held hostage on some plane trip cause she was sitting by some creepy dude. and she said she got so worried & scared that she prayed & promised God she'd give him 11 dollars if she turned out okay. i thought it was really funny because... why would God need 11 dollars? ... and 11 dollars is so little... and... why do we need to bribe God? haha. but yeah.... js reminded me of how i am very glad that our God is so much bigger than ... 11 dollars. haha. ii dont think any of my department coworkers are christian. it's kinda interesting to see their lifestyle or thinking styles. etc. quite diff from last year when everyone in my department was christian, granted my department was tiny, but still!
okay i is done.
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